bad day...

this morning really sucked...i acted out like a bitch again...i shouted at one stupid and ugly girl(a woman maybe) in the elevator, which probably could have been prevented from happening...anyway, it was really a bad idea..since i shoudn't have started a fight with such a stupid and unconscionable skank.....

i dont know why it has been soooooooooo much easier for me to get mad or furious these days...like anything can stand on my nerve and cos me to lose my temper....i'm becoming soooooooooo grumpy.....even i myself sometimes cannot believe that! OMG, what am i doin???

the shitty thing is that: whenever i start a fight with someone else, the others always take the side which is opposite to me..why? cos i look sooooo slutty and irrational and ill-educated?? and girls(who r not fams) always act against me...they always treat me unkind...like saying something which is really unfriendly.....i kinda have had enough of this...i hate those whores...

well, i'm just doing my thing...at least some people are conscious and intelligent....